I hope you know that your presence is a delight, and that there is no such thing as "timeliness" in when/if you respond to posts and comments.

I also know that internalizing that other people are fine with things that you feel you are not doing "right" is really, really difficult, so I'm not expecting you to take that as a "cheer up, you can fix this!" comment, but as a "we'll be here when you have the energy to spend". ♥

Friends leaving sucks, the pandemic sucks, February in Britain sucks - there really IS a lot to be bringing you down.

Hoping spring will bring color back into your life. *hugs*