Apparently there is a pandemic wall. I know I hit it, sometime in January. And February sure isn't helping.

want to go swimming. I want to walk among the trees, in the sunshine. I want to feel the community and connection of a lively comments section here on Dreamwidth. And until I can do these things, I think I'm going to continue to feel invisible, ghostly, and diminished.

Yes. And :: hugs :: No advice, just that we'll be here, when you return to full strength.