dolorosa_12: (amelie wondering)
Until [community profile] snowflake_challenge is over, I'm going to piggyback on their prompts and use them for my own each Friday. Today's prompt is:

Choose Your Challenge: we will give you the challenge of making a list (who doesn't love lists?!?) and then you get to choose what list to make.

Five Things! The five things are totally up to you.


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I can never resist making a 'five things' list into a 'five times she did, and one time she didn't' list, so that's what I've done here. Feel free to use my own list topic, or make your own 5 (+1) things list in the comments.

Five TV shows perfect after just one season, and one cancelled before its time )
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Today's post is going to be a quick one — just answering the current [community profile] snowflake_challenge prompt, which is: In your own space, rec three fanworks that you did not create.

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I'm going to use this post to rec three of my favourite fanvids of all time. By way of preamble, I'll clarify a couple of things relating to how I define 'favourite.' Firstly, I'm not an avid consumer of fanvids, and far less a creator (as I said in a previous post, any kind of fanwork involving graphics is basically like witchcraft to me) — I tend to engage with fanvids when someone I know has either a) created or recced a fanvid and b) it's in a fandom with which I'm familiar, so my engagement is somewhat haphazard. I have pretty clear things that I look for in a fanvid: I have to like the music, I have to feel that it fits well with the focal character(s) and the story being told in the vid (or is so outrageously incongruous that that's basically the point), and the editing has to be smooth enough that errors are unnoticable to my untrained eye. I also personally dislike fanvids that have dialogue from the source spliced into the video — I want it to tell a complete story with music and images, without needing source dialogue as a scaffold.

There are some well-known, beloved fanvids that get recced to everyone wanting to know the greatest hits of the medium, and I like them a lot, but I've steered clear of them here as most people will have had them recced before.

With that in mind, here is my totally biased, subjective, created-from-a-place-of-complete-ignorance list of favourite three fanvids:

Vid recs )

Do you have any particular things you like in fanvids? Do you have any particular favourites?
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Day Twenty-Nine: A female-centric fic rec

Most of the fic I like is female-centric (the same goes for original fiction), so it was quite hard to make a choice here. I've narrowed it down to three fics.

The first is 'Rabbit' by [archiveofourown.org profile] sanguinity. Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, with a focus on Jesse Flores. It's such a melancholy, emotional piece of writing, and captures a lot of the tone of the show itself, with its focus on destiny, free will, and the unbearable weight of history and time-travel.

'Mother Tongue' by [archiveofourown.org profile] elle_dritch is Earthsea fic focusing on the different women of the series, and on the notion of quiet, unnoticed 'women's work' that Ursula Le Guin explores in the Earthsea books.

Finally, have my favourite piece of fic ever: 'Words In The Margins' by [archiveofourown.org profile] Jenwryn. It's a character study of Orihime from Bleach (and I think is fairly canon-divergent), and it's hard for me to explain exactly why it appeals so much. I never watched or read Bleach, but I went through a phase of reading a lot of fic for it about five years ago, and something about this fic really caught my attention. I love that Orihime doesn't apologise for her choices, that she admits privately that she can't explain them even to herself, and that that's okay. I love that it's about monsters and humans, about monsters falling in love with humanity, and humans made monstrous. It's wonderful.

The final day )
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Day Nineteen: Favorite non-human female character

Cameron Phillips (Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles)

Do you remember this meme? I'm sorry for completely dropping the ball on it, but things elsewhere got so hectic that I lost the will to blog. Anyway, I'm picking this meme up again today.

Can a cyborg be said to have a gender? I don't care, because I'm going with Cameron anyway. Certainly the other characters in the show call her 'she', and that's good enough for me.

One of the things I love about Cameron is that, just like the human characters on the show, she grows and changes, and lives, even if she is made of wires and metal and computer chips. Her motives are opaque, and the other characters frequently wonder if they should trust her at all. In Cameron the show's theme of the tension between fixed destiny and free will finds its purest expression: she was literally created for a single purpose (to kill John Connor, and, by extension, all the hopes of humanity), and then she was remade for another. However, as the show progresses, Cameron reveals that her old programming is returning, but that she is actively fighting it and choosing to defend John (and humanity) because it's what she wants to do.

Summer Glau, the actress who played Cameron, has said that she had her own interpretation of what drove Cameron and where her loyalties truly lay, but that she wanted to leave it up to the audience to draw their own conclusions. It's certainly possible to read Cameron's actions as antagonistic or at least as muddying the moral clarity of John's cause. However, I've always been of the belief that once Cameron developed the ability to override her own programming, she developed something close to a moral compass and the ability to perceive and understand emotions. Once she had these, she was unable to avoid empathising with human beings.

I've always felt strongly that where most stories of human and non-human interaction fall down is in the characterisation of the non-humans. Writers always feel that they have to make them essentially humans with fangs, humans with wings, humans made of metal and so on. This, to me, is wrong. Human morality is tied up with human mortality. If you live forever, if you're invulnerable, if your existence isn't even really living, why would you feel things in the same way as a human being? I prefer it when non-human characters regard humanity with a sort of baffled wonder, and if they grow in their understanding of humanity while never becoming human themselves. This is Cameron Phillips in a nutshell. Every note in her interaction with her human charges is perfect, and my only regret in her characterisation is that the show's cancellation meant viewers never really got a chance to know what moved and drove her.

The other days )

Also, please check out my latest post on my reviews blog. It's an essay on The Fall, and I'd be interested to discuss it with you either here or on the post itself.
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What with life draining my energy in various ways, I've found it hard to keep writing regularly for these past few weeks. So when [livejournal.com profile] author_by_night started a new thirty-day meme about female characters, I thought it might act as a good way to ease myself back into blogging. I'm going to try and do the meme within thirty days, but we'll see how that goes. The full list is behind the cut.

The list of days )

Day One: Favourite Lead Female Character

Sarah Connor (Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles)

Sarah is my absolute hero. She's written with such careful complexity, and what I've always appreciated most about the series is how it makes explicit the sheer effort involved in being Sarah Connor day after day. Being the mother of the saviour of humanity is exhausting. She has one task, and one task only: keep her son John alive long enough for him to fight back against the apocalypse, which leads her initially to play a very passive, reactive role: Skynet threatens, and Sarah runs. However, over the course of the show, Sarah begins to realise that the best way to save John might actually be to prevent the apocalypse altogether, rather than hiding out until it inevitably occurs. As such, she begins to take on a more active role, seeking out potential leads, gathering allies and standing her ground. One of the big themes of the show is that the future is unknowable, and thus almost anything can look like a threat, almost any innocuous action can seem to Sarah to hold the seeds of humanity's destruction, and so as the show progresses she becomes increasingly paranoid, seeing Skynet in every hint of artificial intelligence.

Her love for John wars with her desire to protect him, and the pair clash on how best to prepare him for the future. Being the mother of the messiah is hard work! Sarah's task is often thankless, and I love the quiet moments where the series shows Sarah making piles of sandwiches, doing laundry, or scrubbing the bathroom floor, juxtaposed with the trappings of her trade: the sandwiches are piled up next to weapons, the bathroom floor is covered with blood, and so on. The other characters very rarely realise the depths of what Sarah endures, let alone thank her, and yet her actions, no matter how small, are usually what keep them all alive. She is utterly selfless, brave in the face of the terrifying reality of her existence, relentless in the face of exhaustion, and resolute in spite of her increasing realisation that none of her actions have any effect on the inevitable apocalyptic future she is working so hard to avert.

[Note: I think ten, or even five years ago, Buffy Summers would've been my answer to this question, but I suspect that my own age has made me appreciate Sarah more and more. I still love Buffy, but she is a character who speaks to someone much younger than I am now.]
dolorosa_12: (epic internet)
Recs behind the cut )

For the history lovers out there, I've also got a couple of fascinating videos. The first is archival footage of my Cambridge college (and the wider university) during the 1940s.



The second is something I encountered just today, and is truly amazing. It's a virtual map that traces the growth of London from Roman times to today, and is the best thing I've seen on the internet for a long time. I'm getting a very Troy Game vibe from it!



Finally, I've noticed some people have been complaining about the latest changes to Livejournal. As far as I can tell, I've managed to avoid them because I never chose to have the 'new' friends page (if I wanted have to endure endless scrolling, I'll go to Tumblr), and I'm only seeing differences on the login page, and if I comment on other people's posts. However, I think there's a possible way to avoid them if you go to Display section of the Settings page, and select 'View all journals and communities in my own style' and 'View comment pages from my Friends page in my own style'. That may make things slightly better. The only other thing I can advise is to keep your friends page in the 'old style' as long as possible. I'm not going to change until it's forced on me.
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This has been a somewhat disappointing and frustrating week, so aside from mentioning that the snow is finally starting to melt so I can finally run outside again, I'm not going to talk about life stuff that makes me unhappy and instead talk about fandom stuff that makes me very happy indeed.

Once Upon a Time spoilers )

Pretty Little Liars spoilers )

Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, spoiler-free )

Musings about the Wars of the Roses )

In other news, I simply cannot stop listening to this playlist:

dolorosa_12: (dreaming)
...since I have a take-home essay to do, I'm here, on LJ. However, I've been very good with my internet usage today, and didn't allow myself to go online until I'd written 1000 words.

Here be life, rants and raves )
dolorosa_12: (dreaming)
...since I have a take-home essay to do, I'm here, on LJ. However, I've been very good with my internet usage today, and didn't allow myself to go online until I'd written 1000 words.

Here be life, rants and raves )

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