dolorosa_12: (babylon berlin dancing feet)
Today's open thread prompt should hopefully be a fun one: what are your favourite pieces of audiovisual storytelling that rely mainly on the interplay of music, and the movement of human bodies?

This is not only about dance sequences, although of course your answers may be dance sequences if you like. Film, TV, theatre, dance performances, music videos, and any other format you can think of are all welcome.

Hard mode (optional): don't pick things from works that are solely or majority dependent on movement and music to tell the story (i.e. dance performances, musicals).

I'll stick a handful of answers behind the cut to get things started.

Dance party )

What about you?
dolorosa_12: (babylon berlin crowd 2)
Last weekend, I had the opportunity to do something I would never have expected possible: to see a revived version of a Cirque du Soleil show I first fell in love with as a child. You may recall that Matthias and I see Cirque annually whenever they're in London with whatever their touring show is that year — this is always in January/February in the Royal Albert Hall, which is perfect timing: a bright spot amid the post-Christmas, wintry grey of the new year.

This year, their touring show is a revival of Alegría, which I first saw as a teenager twenty-five years ago in Sydney. It wasn't my favourite Cirque show of that period, but I still loved it a lot, and had strong memories of the staging, music, costumes and acts. The revival sticks fairly close to the original — everything is tweaked and modified rather than made new, but to be honest, that suited me fine.

The story (such as it is when it comes to Cirque) is one of a decaying, corrupt Renaissance Italian city-state court; the 'joy' in the show's name is ironic — the kind of temporary, bittersweet freedom one finds in snatched, hoarded moments in difficult times. There are some fantastic acts — standouts for me include the 'fast track' X-shaped trampoline, across which acrobats launch themselves in tumbling rows, passing over and under one another, an act whose starting point is adagio but instead of involving pairs or groups of acrobats balancing on each other's arms, shoulders and bodies involves the fliers being hurled into the air from springy, narrow beams of wood set on the shoulders of pairs of human bases, with further balancing and acrobatics in groups standing/tumbling from and between the beams, and quite honestly one of the best group trapeze acts I've ever seen. (This last one was best enjoyed — at least from my perspective — right from our seats in the heights of the venue, because that gave the best vantage point for the logistics of it all: not just the technicians with their wires and pulleys, but also the various artists calling and signalling to each other in order to ensure they got the timing exactly right, which was essential in this act, and which they performed without a single problem. When I saw the same act in 1999, there were several failed catches in which performers fell into the net below, but not so this time around.)

In any case, it was a delight, and a huge improvement on several of the more recent Cirque shows I've seen (which have been ... fine, but not incredible).

As always when we go to concerts and performances in London, we stayed overnight and made a weekend of it, eating at several old favourites ([instagram.com profile] ogniskorestaurant, [instagram.com profile] mriya_neo_bistro) as well as a new-to-us Taiwanese bao place near Kings Cross Station. On Sunday we were able to see the British Library exhibition on fantasy fiction (which has an expansive definition of the genre and covers books, film, TV, comics, games, and fan culture, and groups all these things thematically — portal fantasy, fairytales, cosmic horror and so on). This was crowded, with slow moving people, but we made the sensible decision to move through the exhibition in reverse order — since we were there at opening time, we therefore saw the first half of the exhibition in entirely empty rooms before catching up with the crowd, but since it grouped the exhibits thematically rather than chronologically the order in which we saw things didn't really matter.

All in all, it was a lovely weekend, made even more pleasing by the fact that we somehow managed to get a hotel room in an incredibly nice (like, 4-star nice) hotel in central London on a Saturday night at a ridiculously cheap price, which was nothing short of miraculous!
dolorosa_12: (persephone lore olympus)
This past weekend, Matthias and I made one of our periodic trips to London to cram in as much big city culture as is possible in a single weekend. We picked up the habit years ago after realising that racing across the city to catch the last train home after concerts was very stressful and unpleasant, and that it would be better to stay overnight in a cheap hotel after the gig, and do other London-y stuff around it. This usually means a couple of meals out and an exhibition. This weekend, however, a convergence of events meant that it was a concert, a Cirque du Soleil matinee, two exhibitions, and multiple meals out across about thirty hours. We even managed to cram in a catch up with [instagram.com profile] catpuccinotrin, who I hadn't seen since late 2019!

The concert in question was XYLØ, an unfamiliar-to-me artist who I would probably best describe as Lana del Rey in mood, but with a much less somnolent sound. The venue was a tiny little jewellery box of a club in Shepherd's Bush, and it seemed to be a former ballroom, filled with glittering chandeliers, disco balls, and other elaborate decorations dangling from a very high ceiling. I liked the music well enough, but the gig had a weird vibe — the room was only 1/3 full and apart from a pack of obsessives near the stage, very few people were dancing energetically, and XYLØ left without coming back for an encore, which I've only ever seen once in a gig before.

The Cirque du Soleil matinee was Kurios, which was, as usual, in the Royal Albert Hall (this time we were literally in the highest seats in the place, which was certainly an experience), and had a steampunk aesthetic inspired by eighteenth- and nineteenth-century cabinets of curiosities. The set itself was fantastic, and there were a couple of good acts — a great teeterboard act, a great group trampoline act in a giant net suspended above the stage, and a fun banquine finale (although I've now seen four banquine acts in Cirque shows and they really need to find new material, since the grand closing masterpiece is always four men standing on top of each other's shoulders, and it's got to the point that I know it's coming; the best banquine act will forever be the finale from Quidam, which aside from being technically brilliant is just an incredible piece of choreography and storytelling), and Cirque is really important to me, so it means a lot that I've been able to share it with Matthias these past few years.

In terms of exhibitions, we saw one in the British Library about Alexander the Great, but rather than it being a standard chronological account of his life, it was about how he was represented in culture and literature across time, and across different parts of the world. This meant things were gathered thematically rather than chronologically, so you'd have Egyptian papyrus from the first century sitting next to Malaysian graphic novels from the twentieth century, or German woodblock prints from the early modern period next to clips from early 2000s anime. I found it really impressive in its breadth, and in the coherent story it was able to tell across such a wide geographic region and spread of time.

On the Sunday morning we saw an exhibition about the interaction between science fiction and science, in the Science Museum. This was aimed at a younger audience in terms of being very interactive, with a frame fictional narrative about an alien AI wanting to find out about human life and scientific endeavour, but then most of the exhibits were of media aimed at an adult (or at least not specifically a child) audience, ranging from the big hits of US pop culture to early French and German cinema and Soviet science fiction films and novels. We had a bit of time left before our lunch reservation so we ended up seeing a couple of free exhibitions as well — one on scientific research in early modern London (and how it interwove with British economic/industrial developments, and was used to fuel empire and exploitation), and one that was just a massive collection of clocks and watches. They're well worth looking at if you have an hour of spare time and are in that part of London.

We ate a lot of great meals out, but the highlights were probably the coffee and cake in [instagram.com profile] honeyandcobloomsbury with [instagram.com profile] catpuccinotrin (which was so good I want to come back at least two more times, for both brunch, and a full lunch or dinner), dinner at [instagram.com profile] kricketlondon before the gig (amazing Indian food with a twist, e.g. pakora, but made with samphire), and our usual train station staples of [instagram.com profile] thegermangym and [instagram.com profile] caravanrestaurants, which are close to Kings Cross station and very good at serving food that fits in with train departure times!

All in all, it was a fabulous (if expensive) weekend. If I can't live in a big city, having one only an hour away by train is the next best thing!
dolorosa_12: (dolorosa)
I really fell off the side of the world for a while — two weeks without posting or checking Dreamwidth is a long time for me! I'm slowly trying to catch up with posts from my circle, but I will probably have to let everything go by without comments. I have read your posts, though!

This term has really knocked me out. It feels as if every week when my colleague (who does the same job as me) and I have our catch up meeting, we say, 'well, things are hectic now, but they should calm down by next week.' And we've been saying this every week since September! There was one day when five people simultaneously asked me to do systematic review literature searches for five different research projects, and I just laughed out loud at the absurdity. It's nice to be valued and popular, but it is a lot of work!

In less exhausting news, Matthias and I went down to Devon last weekend for the baptism of [instagram.com profile] cait.de.roiste and [twitter.com profile] DrLRoach's two daughters. The whole thing was a lot of fun — we caught up with various friends, the baptism service was adorable (as with anything that involves small children, chaos ensued — the older daughter spent the whole time running around the church with a helium balloon, and the younger daughter spent the whole time eating the order of service), and everything was lovely and autumnal.

I'll finish the post with links to a couple of things that I've enjoyed recently:

Over on Tor.com, an actual San Francisco bus driver has thoughts on Shang Chi's bus fight scene

A behind-the-scenes featurette about the making of Cirque du Soleil's revived Alegría show. This is on Facebook but you can watch without a login.
dolorosa_12: (quidam)
It's no secret that the pandemic has had a devastating effect on the arts/entertainment sectors. I've been seeing wave after wave of distressing mass redundancies of workers in these sectors in recent days.

The one that really hit me the hardest was Cirque du Soleil, which made 3500 workers redundant this week in order to avoid bankruptcy. (Allegedly they are going to rehire them at some later date, but that's not exactly helpful to those workers right now.)

Before you start in on me about how blandly corporate Cirque has become in recent years, or point to the fact that the company at present is not run by the original artists who started it in the '80s, or that its output has been getting weaker and weaker (I mean, a musical about Lionel Messi? What the hell?): I know, and I don't care. I've been watching Cirque shows since I was a three-year-old child and saw Le Cirque Réinventé with my parents when we went back to New York to visit the friends they'd made when they lived there. My sister, mother and I watched every show that toured Australia. I had a gymnastics floor routine set to the music from the diabolo act from Quidam. My sister and I wore out video tapes of recordings of Quidam and Dralion recorded from free-to-air TV, and spent endless summers creating adagio routines to the music from the Saltimbanco show, which we had on CD. I even worked for the Cirque show Varekai at one point when it toured Australia. When Dralion finally made its way to an Australian tour I was so overcome with emotion that I basically cried through the entire show. My sister and I hatched various elaborate plans to go to Las Vegas solely to watch the show O, which was permanently based there. (Eventually I think she gave up on the idea of going with me, as for various reasons I am basically too scared to go to the US, and she and our mother went on their own. I'm envious, but even the prospect of seeing O is not enough to convince me to go the the US.)

It mattered to me that this was a circus that did not have animals. It mattered to me that it was international, that its performers came from everywhere (and this is one thing that really disturbs me about the mass redundancies: a substantial number of those performers would have had work visas based on the fact they were touring — i.e. doing work — outside their countries of origin. Now they face being trapped overseas, with invalid or expired visas, often in places where international travel is really difficult due to the pandemic, with no money). It mattered to me, as a gymnast, in various ways that I find hard to articulate. I'm devastated for all those incredible human beings who are cast adrift by this terrible situation.

I'll let me favourite Cirque act of all time, the unnerving, violent, post-apocalyptic, luminous banquine performance from Quidam, speak for me.

dolorosa_12: (sokka)
  • Matthias and I went to London to see Cirque du Soleil's show Ovo. I'm glad we went - I had a wonderful time, and there were a couple of great acts - but overall it was not their best work. I've been watching Cirque shows since I was three years old, so I possibly have overly high standards. It was kind of fun to watch it while sitting near lots of families with small children, because seeing the acts through the children's astonished eyes reminded me of how wonderful it was to see Cirque shows for the very first time.

  • I've been reading my way through Frances Hardinge's body of work: so far I've read A Face Like Glass, Gullstruck Island, The Lie Tree, A Skinful of Shadows, and Cuckoo Song, and I've been absolutely blown away. They're such intricate, clever books, and so hopeful and healing, all concerned with the dispossessed and powerless, giving them their power back.

  • Never someone to say no to excessively rules-based stationery, I've gone completely overboard with bullet journalling. I used a bullet journal last year, but in the most basic way (the method outlined in the video on the bullet journal website). This year, I've gone beyond that with complicated habit tracking spreads, a set-up requiring multiple coloured pencils, glue, old origami paper, and a lot of fiddling around. I wouldn't do it if I didn't enjoy it (when I was in high school I had a system of organisation for my exercise books that required different coloured underlining for each day of the week, a complicated way of ruling up every page, and stern opinions as to which kinds of pens I could use for note-taking, so it was probably inevitable that I fell into the post-school iteration in the form of bullet journalling), but I do sometimes dip into the wild world of bullet journal vlogging/blogging and boggle at the excessive, overpriced stationery and the immense amount of work it seems to involve.

  • I found these two articles about the Salem witch hunt (and also The Crucible, and the modern twisting of the term 'witch hunt') really interesting to read in parallel. The first, by Sarah Monette, is here. The second, by Maria Dahvana Headley, is here, and I came across it via [personal profile] umadoshi.
  • dolorosa_12: (robin marian)
    For the first time in about six months, I was able to make it through half a day or so with all thoughts of politics gone from my mind. It was, quite literally, the aforementioned bread and circuses that did the trick.

    Last year, Matthias had the brilliant idea to get us tickets to see Cirque du Soleil's Amaluna at the Albert Hall in London. He'd never seen them before. I have been a devoted, obsessive fan of Cirque for thirty years. My mother first took me to one of their shows when I was about two years old; my parents had taken me back to New York for a holiday in the northern summer of 1987 and Mum took me to see Le Cirque Réinventé. I don't remember much from that performance, other than the fact that they had an act where seven people all rode on the same bicycle, but I was absolutely hooked. The trouble was that Cirque didn't do any tours of Australia until the late '90s. It was ten years later, in 1997, before I would get to see them again, when Saltimbanco toured Australia. By this stage, my sister was born, so she came to the show too.

    For the next ten years, we saw every Cirque show that toured Australia: Alegria, Dralion, Quidam and Varekai. I taped shows off the TV years before they ever made their way to Australia, and wore out the tapes watching them over and over again; Quidam in particular was deeply important to me. My gymnastics floor routine at one point used the music from the diabolo act from Quidam. My favourite act in that show was the banquine, which I had learnt off by heart years before I ever saw it in real life. When I did finally see that act in real life, I cried because it mattered so much to me. I even ended up working for Cirque at one point — nothing as glamorous as actually performing, but I spent a month or so selling food and drink at the concession stands at their show Varekai during the Canberra leg of their Australian tour, in 2007 when I had finished undergrad, moved back to Canberra, and worked four jobs for about six months. This did nothing to dampen my enthusiasm, although to this day I cannot hear certain songs from the Varekai soundtrack without getting the strong urge to frantically clean the nearest popcorn machine.

    Thought I didn't know it at the time, Varekai would be the last show of Cirque's that I watched for ten years — I'd already seen it once in Sydney in 2006, and I got to watch it once for free in 2007 when I was working for the show. In 2008 I moved to the UK, and couldn't afford tickets (also, a lot of the shows that toured Europe during those years were ones I'd already seen). And thus it ended up being ten years before I saw them again.

    Seeing Amaluna was an almost religious experience, like coming home. I'd never been to the Albert Hall before, but it was like a gigantic, glittery jewellery box inside, and although we hadn't planned it that way, Matthias and I ended up sitting in our own private box on the second tier.

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    It was pretty great!

    Matthias was in utter awe, and it meant a lot to me to be with him while he was watching a Cirque show for the first time. The aesthetic was, as he described it, Nightwish-meets-Mad-Max (with an all-female live band), and some incredible acts. My personal favourites were the hand-balancing, which was done with the added difficulty of a large, human-sized bowl of water into which the balancer kept diving (which meant her hands were slippery with water, and meant she had to time the dives exactly, given that the bowl was not very deep), and an incredible act in which a group of acrobats launched each other into the air from opposite ends of a giant springboard, from which they somersaulted, leapt, and sprang. I had been looking forward to the uneven bars act, which was good, but used quite basic gymnastics moves. (Don't get me wrong, they executed them brilliantly, and they had the added difficulty of sharing the bars with multiple other acrobats, whereas in gymnastics of course the gymnast is on her own on one set of bars.)

    I also knew they had a banquine act, and given how much the banquine finale from Quidam meant to me, I had high hopes. The trouble is, being the intense fan that I was, I knew the Quidam act off by heart, beat for beat, move for move, right down to every moment of choreography and even the turns of the performers' heads. So I was gobsmacked to notice, immediately, that the Amaluna banquine was essentially identical to the Quidam one: same moves, same choreography, same movements around the stage. The only differences were that where Quidam's banquine act has a kind of violent, despairing desperation in tone (the choreography is quite aggressive and the performers give off a kind of world-weary, hopeless air), the Amaluna act is more joyful — which actually doesn't work as well with the choreography. The Amaluna performers also didn't attempt the more difficult moves performed by their counterparts in Quidam.

    The banquine was not the only act borrowed wholesale from another Cirque show: the jugggling act was lifted entirely from Dralion! I guess they're not anticipating audience members who wore out video tapes watching their earlier shows over and over again. I still loved watching the show, and our seats up high in the middle tier of the theatre were perfect for me, because they gave me a bird's eye view of all the mechanisms going on slightly behind the scenes: tech guys making their way across the scaffolding, performers waiting to be lowered down on wires, the acrobats calling proceedings during group acts, the ways in which dancers distracted from equipment being set up or moved away. This was exactly what my sister and I used to spot and discuss in muttered tones when we watched Cirque shows together as children, and it gave me a great deal of joy. Matthias' amazed enthusiasm for the show and awe at the performers' strength, agility, and the jaw-droppingly incredible things they could do with their bodies also made me ridiculously happy, and I'm so glad to have been able to share something so deeply formative and precious to me with him.

    All in all, it was a wonderful day out in London. We also ate lunch at this restaurant, and it was excellent. It's in a great location if you're going to a show at the Albert Hall or seeing an exhibition at one of the museums in Kensington, so I highly recommend it. The food is a little expensive, but there's a set theatre menu which is a bit more reasonably priced, and it has an amazing range of cocktails. It was nice to put the things that are making me anxious and terrified aside, if only for a little while, and exist in a space where everything is Cirque du Soleil and nothing hurts.
    dolorosa_12: (flight of the conchords)
    When I was a child and teenager, I consumed stories with an urgent, hungry intensity. I reread favourite books again and again until I could quote them verbatim,* I wandered around the garden pretending to be Snow White or Ariel from The Little Mermaid or Jessica Rabbit.** I had a pretty constant narrative running through my head the whole time I was awake, for the most part consisting of me being the character of a favourite story doing whatever activity I, Ronni, happened to be doing at the time. (No wonder I was a such a vague child: every activity required an extra layer of concentration in order for me to figure out why, say, the dinosaurs from The Land Before Time would be learning multiplication at a Canberra primary school.) The more I learnt about literary scholarship, the more insufferable I became, because I would talk at people about how 'URSULA LE GUIN WROTE A STORY WHERE EVERYTHING HAS A TRUE, SECRET NAME AND THEN ANOTHER USE-NAME AND ISN'T THAT AMAZING IN WHAT IT SAYS ABOUT IDENTITY?!?!' For the most part, I don't inhabit stories to the same extent, and they don't inhabit me to the same degree, although there are rare exceptions to this.

    The rare exceptions tend to be things that sort of satisfy my soul in some deep and slightly subconscious way.*** And the funny thing is that although I can write lengthy essays explaining why something both appeals to me on this hungry, emotional level and is a good work of literature (indeed, I have been known to dedicate a whole blog to this), I can also remember a specific moment when reading/watching these texts and they suddenly became THE BEST THING EVER. I can remember exactly what it was for all of them.

    The following is somewhat spoilerish for Romanitas, Sunshine by Robin McKinley, Galax-Arena by Gillian Rubinstein, The Dark is Rising by Susan Cooper, The Demon's Lexicon, The King's Peace by Jo Walton, Parkland by Victor Kelleher, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Robin Hood: Men in Tights,
    Ten Things I Hate About You, Cirque du Soleil, Pagan's Crusade by Catherine Jinks and His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman.


    Probably a closer look at my subconscious than is comfortable )

    Do you have moments like that?
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    *Which led to a very awkward moment in Year 5 when our teacher was reading Hating Alison Ashley out loud to the class, but would skip bits from time to time - whereupon I would correct her.
    **(whose appeal was less that she wasn't 'bad, just drawn that way' and more due to the fact that she wore an awesome dress)
    ***I've seen people describe fanfic like this as 'idfic', but for me this tends to be a phenomenon of professionally published fiction.
    dolorosa_12: (epic internet)
    Someone on Tumblr posted this video about the Cirque du Soleil audition process. It sparked way too many memories.



    For those who didn't know, I am, shall we say, rather obsessed with Cirque. We share a birth year, if not a birthday (Cirque came into this world about six months before I did), and I saw my first show, a performance of their original North American production, Le Cirque Réinventé during a holiday in New York when I was three. All I remember about that show is that I was terrified of clowns, and my mother reassured me that Cirque 'wasn't the kind of circus to have clowns', only to be greeted by a group of clowns who were doing the now-standard Cirque thing of wandering around as the audience was seated. I also remember that they got some ridiculous number of people on a bicycle. But I was hooked.

    They didn't tour Australia during my early childhood, so the next time I saw a Cirque production was when their show Saltimbanco toured in 1997, when I was twelve. We were living in Canberra at the time, and they didn't include Canberra in the tour, so my father, sister and I made the trip to Sydney. I was awestruck. I loved the Russian swing act, the Chinese pole act, and above all, the adagio. I was a gymnast at the time, and my sister and I took a circus skills class as part of a music summer camp, and we came away from that show starry-eyed and absolutely convinced that we would audition for Cirque as an adagio flyer and base. Our plans, of course, came to nothing, although we spent a lot of time that summer choreographing an adagio act that we would supposedly use in an audition. Considering the most difficult adagio pose we could do was 'flag' (where the flyer stands with one foot on the base's legs and the other wrapped around the base's neck, and then leans outwards, holding one of the base's hands, if you can imagine that), we wouldn't have had a snowflake's chance in hell of getting in, but it was fun to practice.

    Cirque came back two years later with Alegria, and we again made the trip from Canberra to Sydney, to fall in love all over again. This seems to have been the year when they really cracked Australia, because I remember seeing screenings of their shows on TV a lot after that. My favourites swiftly became Quidam (whose story spoke to my teenage angst and whose banquine act remains my favourite thing seen on a stage, ever) and Dralion, which has the most amazing music, costuming and choreography. I managed to see both of those shows live in Sydney. My sister and I were absolutely obnoxious throughout both performances, whispering literary analyses of the storylines and commentating on the acts with our (supposedly awesome) circus insider knowledge ('you can tell that that particular flyer is calling the act, watch his mouth, he's the one controlling the whole thing'; 'they've made it look like that dude is just dancing around, but watch him - he's spotting everyone - see how his eyes never leave the acrobats above him?'). I was absolutely ridiculous about this, utterly convinced that no one understood Cirque like we did. I thought everyone besides us was bandwagon-jumpers. (We were the One - or Two - True Fans, you know?) I would mutter scathingly to my sister whenever the audience applauded something that I considered not applause-worthy ('*I*, a fairly average gymnast, can do that, why the hell are those ignorant idiots applauding?'), or, even more unforgivably, when they didn't applaud something that was clearly awesome. I spent most of the performance of Dralion in tears because I had wanted to see it live for so long. I sobbed my eyes out when I saw the Quidam banquine act, like a Beatles fan at a show in the '60s. My sister and I had this elaborate plan whereby we'd go to the US and stay three nights in Vegas in order to see the permanent shows that Cirque had there. I had absolutely no desire to go to Vegas, but in order to see O, in particular, I would make such sacrifices!

    By the time Varekai rolled around in 2006-7, my sister no longer wanted to play that game, and I'd grown up sufficiently to at least put a sock in it during the show. We were living in Sydney by that point, and saw a production in 2006. I loved Varekai but didn't realise how much a part of my life it would become. In 2007, I moved back to Canberra to work as a newspaper subeditor. Initially, that job was only two days a week, so I took on other work. Including working for Varekai during the two months they were in Canberra. I worked in the food stalls, selling popcorn, ice-creams, hotdogs and overpriced drinks to the audience. It was tough work - most importantly, the stalls had to be spotless when the audience could see them, which meant frantic cleaning during the two acts - but I loved it. We got to see the show once for free. But most importantly, when I worked, I felt like I was dancing. They set up a TV feed of the show so that we could gauge how long we would have before the audience was out, and to this day, certain songs from the soundtrack prompt a sense of anxiety and desire to scrub popcorn machines. I felt like a performer, a cog in a delicate and elaborate machine. Sure, I was just selling junk food to the masses, but the entire time I was working there, my brain would go into this kind of blissed-out state, interspersed with random rushes of adrenaline. The only thing that feels similar is the moment when I've been jogging for a long time, and my body ceases to hurt, my breathing comes easily and it's almost as if I am flying. There were people with Varekai who had been working there in other cities, and would be following the show on when it left Canberra. I still wouldn't mind doing something similar.

    That was the last Cirque show that I saw. I can't afford the tickets now that I'm back at uni and living overseas. I miss it so much. Every so often I binge on Youtube clips, but it's not the same thing. Because it went beyond the shows themselves, wondrous as they were. It was something that I associated with my family, like going to see Bell Shakespeare Company productions (something that we did every year from 1996 until 2007, and which I miss almost as fiercely). I associate Cirque so strongly with my mother and sister that it would feel wrong to see a show with anyone else. And so it's become one of those things that I associate with childhood, something that is forever out of reach. Now that I think about it, Cirque was the first thing that I truly felt fannish about. I'm glad I wasn't aware of fandom then, because I would've been one of those horror-fans who winds being mocked on Encyclopædia Dramatica or Fandom Wank. I still love Cirque in much the same way (but without the snobby attitude towards other members of the audience, because that was just ridiculous, although in keeping with the pomposity I had at that age) and I long for the day when I can make it a part of my life again.
    dolorosa_12: (dr horrible)
    This the '25 Random Things' meme. It popped up about three weeks ago on LJ, but I didn't do it because the title annoyed me. With memes like this, nothing is 'random'. People edit themselves online and select 25 things that bolster their persona. After a while, I started to see the meme pop up on Facebook. Still I resisted. But when even John Scalzi is doing it, I figured it was time for me to embrace the bandwagon.

    In case you have been hiding under a rock have not seen them yet, here are the instructions:

    Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. I don't do tagging.

    More Ronni than you could ever possibly want )
    *These lyrics are wrong. I know.
    dolorosa_12: (dr horrible)
    This the '25 Random Things' meme. It popped up about three weeks ago on LJ, but I didn't do it because the title annoyed me. With memes like this, nothing is 'random'. People edit themselves online and select 25 things that bolster their persona. After a while, I started to see the meme pop up on Facebook. Still I resisted. But when even John Scalzi is doing it, I figured it was time for me to embrace the bandwagon.

    In case you have been hiding under a rock have not seen them yet, here are the instructions:

    Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. I don't do tagging.

    More Ronni than you could ever possibly want )
    *These lyrics are wrong. I know.

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